How far I have come…

Hello!!! I could not figure out my password for the site but I am back! So much has happened and I cannot believe how far I have come just in terms of starting this blog. From my first date and kind of 1st boyfriend to where am I now, not being able to even remember how many dates I have been on. Wow! Am I happy?...No!!!...haha I am still in the same place as my last post just with whole bunch of first dates thrown in the mix…haha You know I really choose to be in a relationship right now. I cannot focus on anything else. I feel I cannot be that young and sexy guy that I want to be! My friends still suck! I am ok with it. I am trying to call new friends into my reality and I know it is going to work. One guy who I went on date with recently, mentioned to me that you cannot let people walk all over you and its true! I am like totally going into like asshole mode and I am so nice I usually be like I do not want to hurt anyone’s feelings but you know what? I am focusing on me and just putting my feelings first and worrying about the fall out later. Tell me about it?