Ready for Love!

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Well remember how I was telling you guys about how I wanted to go out on a date with Rufio? Well it happened! Before I get to the actual date let me tell you how it all kind of manifested itself. So after our last “date” we agreed we should hang out on Tuesday. So Tuesday rolls around and I send him a text saying are still going to meet up. He says he’ll let me know because he might have to work. I said ok and made my way home. He never texted and I was very upset. I went out with some friends to a kick boxing class and that relieved a lot of the frustration that had built up.

I couldn’t understand how one minute he’s not hearing from me enough and now apparently he doesn’t have time to even send a text saying he has to work. I was just confused. I didn’t think about it anymore so I went on with my week trying not to thinking about him. I was successful for the most part. I even start trying to get to know different guys online like crazy. So Friday rolls around and I head to the gym for a killer chest/shoulders workout and feel very empowered after. I decided I’m going to be the one who determines how this ends not HIM! So I text him saying are free tonight I want to take you out. He doesn’t like me driving or paying for him which is kind of cool, so I knew it would get his attention. He texted me back very surprised and said he would love to but he had made plans with friends so he didn’t want to flake on them. How admirable. ; )

I told him this was a one-time offer and that he’s been a flake with me so he had until 2pm to let me know. In my head I was ready for the let down. It seems that I get down by men a lot just not in the romantic sense but in all areas of my life. I decided if he didn’t respond that I would delete him from facebook, the dating site I had met him on and delete number from my phone! It was 2pm and I heard nothing from him. So first I deleted him from the dating website. I had been going all day by that point so I decided to wait on the facebook and phone deletions : ). Around 2:15 he messaged me saying he could go out. I was relieved because I almost deleted his ass from my life. The universe was watching out for me. I told him that I would pick up at 6 and then I took a nap because all this boy drama has worn this old man out! I started writing about our date but it’s long as hell so I’ll post it later. Here’s India Arie singing I’m Ready for Love, I think I’ll title this post that! She starts off by saying that the song isn’t to a specific person but more to God. I think it just fits my situation because I’m not in love but I know I’M READY FOR LOVE! Do you hear me GOD? Tell me about it.