Random Hookups! : /

Although I haven't gone all the way yet, I'm not a stranger to random hookups. I'm not as bad as some, but over the past four years I've had three random hookups that I don't regret at all, surprisingly. I bring this up because I had a hookup earlier this week and it was panning out to be a nice late night get together. I met a guy online, who by the way works with Navy Guy so he's Other Navy Guy, I didn't mention that I had just went out on a date with his co-worker the night before. I had no idea there were so many gay guys in the navy! I'm thinking of joining : ). Anyway we talked for over an hour and he was so intelligent and interesting. He had some pics up and looked like a pretty decent looking guy. He said he couldn't sleep so he invited me over. I decided what the hell, I needed this. So I meet him and he's not as hot as in the pictures. I've become quite the little actor, I smiled big and fluttered my little eyes and we headed up to his place. He was extremely nice and had so much going for him. We watched To Wong Foo Thanks For Everything Julie Newmar and I forgot how funny that movie was. After that we went to sleep and I thought that this was just going to be an innocent rendezvous. I woke up to him rubbing his crotch into my ass. It was a nice way to wake up but the kissing was horrible and he wasn't in the best of shape. It made it hard to be turned on. We did our thing and I left. He said call him sometime, but he's older and more experienced. Maybe I'm just an old fashioned kind of girl but why can't these guys take the lead. I assume I'm just not the right guy for them and they're letting me know their not my type. That's fine! Rufio texted me last night and was so upset when I didn't respond right away. He's strange. I need a guy who knows what he wants! Preferably me! Drama Boy and I are becoming fast friends and that's really cool because I want a good gay male friend. Boy are exhausting and I know what I have to do. Stop looking! It will be hard but I know that's what it will take for me to regain my sanity. Tell me about it!